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Karmic Pattern #2: Hell Realm
You find yourself trapped in a victim mentality, feeling inadequate and powerless. Anger, hatred, bitterness, despair, and frustration dominate your emotional landscape. You're constantly searching for reasons to validate victimhood.Guilt, shame, and blame are strategies for creating a false sense of power and entitlement. You may feel disrespected and question, "Why me?", "It’s not fair.", "I can't trust anyone.", and "I don’t have control."In your spiritual life, you may adopt a self-righteous facade, critiquing spiritual teachers. Your attitude towards practice is often, "It's too hard," and you feel you can't engage unless you have the perfect environment, more time, or better instructions—excuses that prevent progress.The double bind of this karmic pattern is significant: the thought "I can't trust anyone" leads you to isolate yourself emotionally, physically, or both. This makes you feel cut off from everyone around you, even though what you crave most is connection and intimacy.